With great anticipation I was *finally* going to participate in a WILW, but I'm just not feeling it today. Girls, I hate to be a debbie downer.....but, menopause is kicking my butt this week. I can't keep my head off my desk, I'm so freakin' exhaused all. the. time. When I'm suppose to be sleeping at night, I'm laying awake sweating my nutso's off feeling like I need to take a shower every hour or so.
Poor sleep and exhaustion (not to mention nasty HOT flashes) have left me with a less-than-desireable attitude. For the first time in the past six months (of Lupron treatments), I feel like I'm having to coax myself into positive thinking. Ugh! Sorry I don't have anything better to say today, but I really needed a place to vent. Lucky y'all, huh??! ;)
Let me leave you with this positive note: I only have to endure this FIVE (5) more days! On Monday, I will see our infertility specialist to start on birth control pills--as a way to introduce estrogen back into my body! I could kiss estrogen, I'll be so happy to see it.
Seriously, I'm ready to say "PEACE OUT" menopause.
We're not friends.
I break up.
For those of you that know me, know that I'm not a negative person at all. That's why it bothers me so much that I cant pull myself out of this funk that I'm finding myself in this week.
PS: I've only cried two tears and had one hot flash during the typing of this.