Wednesday, January 19, 2011

What I'm NOT Loving Wednesday

With great anticipation I was *finally* going to participate in a WILW, but I'm just not feeling it today. Girls, I hate to be a debbie downer.....but, menopause is kicking my butt this week. I can't keep my head off my desk, I'm so freakin' exhaused all. the. time. When I'm suppose to be sleeping at night, I'm laying awake sweating my nutso's off feeling like I need to take a shower every hour or so.

Poor sleep and exhaustion (not to mention nasty HOT flashes) have left me with a less-than-desireable attitude.  For the first time in the past six months (of Lupron treatments), I feel like I'm having to coax myself into positive thinking. Ugh! Sorry I don't have anything better to say today, but I really needed a place to vent. Lucky y'all, huh??! ;)

Let me leave you with this positive note: I only have to endure this FIVE (5) more days! On Monday, I will see our infertility specialist to start on birth control pills--as a way to introduce estrogen back into my body!  I could kiss estrogen, I'll be so happy to see it.

Seriously, I'm ready to say "PEACE OUT" menopause.
We're not friends.
I break up.

For those of you that know me, know that I'm not a negative person at all. That's why it bothers me so much that I cant pull myself out of this funk that I'm finding myself in this week.

PS: I've only cried two tears and had one hot flash during the typing of this.



Rebekah said...

Girl, I'll be praying for you! Sometimes it's ok to vent. It gets everything out. :)

Caroline said...

Well, going to the doctor and trying new things is a great positive thing to look forward to. I'll be praying for you. I started Clomid last week and I was a huge grouch. It was nasty!!!

The Mrs. said...

I'm so glad that you're almost done...I hope these next 5 days go by quickly for you!

Sending a little prayer your way :D

Dana said...

so sorry to hear that you're not feeling good. and this blog is the perfect place to vent! That's what we are all here for!

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