Wednesday, January 19, 2011

What I'm NOT Loving Wednesday

With great anticipation I was *finally* going to participate in a WILW, but I'm just not feeling it today. Girls, I hate to be a debbie downer.....but, menopause is kicking my butt this week. I can't keep my head off my desk, I'm so freakin' exhaused all. the. time. When I'm suppose to be sleeping at night, I'm laying awake sweating my nutso's off feeling like I need to take a shower every hour or so.

Poor sleep and exhaustion (not to mention nasty HOT flashes) have left me with a less-than-desireable attitude.  For the first time in the past six months (of Lupron treatments), I feel like I'm having to coax myself into positive thinking. Ugh! Sorry I don't have anything better to say today, but I really needed a place to vent. Lucky y'all, huh??! ;)

Let me leave you with this positive note: I only have to endure this FIVE (5) more days! On Monday, I will see our infertility specialist to start on birth control pills--as a way to introduce estrogen back into my body!  I could kiss estrogen, I'll be so happy to see it.

Seriously, I'm ready to say "PEACE OUT" menopause.
We're not friends.
I break up.

For those of you that know me, know that I'm not a negative person at all. That's why it bothers me so much that I cant pull myself out of this funk that I'm finding myself in this week.

PS: I've only cried two tears and had one hot flash during the typing of this.


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4 comments:

Rebekah said...

Girl, I'll be praying for you! Sometimes it's ok to vent. It gets everything out. :)

Caroline said...

Well, going to the doctor and trying new things is a great positive thing to look forward to. I'll be praying for you. I started Clomid last week and I was a huge grouch. It was nasty!!!

The Mrs. said...

I'm so glad that you're almost done...I hope these next 5 days go by quickly for you!

Sending a little prayer your way :D

Dana said...

so sorry to hear that you're not feeling good. and this blog is the perfect place to vent! That's what we are all here for!

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